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omg guys. guess how many days i have to turn up to uni. 5. five days of uni!!! i dont do 5. evn though thats only on evn weeks but 5? grrr. so annoyed. i pick all my choices and then i exceed the time limit and the tute i want is full! *cries*

in other news, i come bak home in about a week. that should be fun. mayb. in the two months ive been here ive... been to the zoo, shopped, got a hair cut, shopped, took a picture with a snake, shopped, went to a theme park, mayb window shopped, went to indonesia, and shopped, went to malaysia, and shopped, bummed around, slept, went bowling, window shopped, and ate and ate and ate and ate. speaking of eating.. imma go eat breakfast now :)

hope u guys are enjoying ur holidays and i cannot wait to see u soon.

hehehe.

FOUND THE PASSPORT!!!

yay!!!

yea. this week is jus not my week.
first i almost drown and had to be rescued in public.
then i had to memorise stuff for two units in less than two days...
then i actually had to do my exams...
then i had to clean my room after guests left my house... and b4 i leave for holidays...
then i realised my passport was missing. yes. MISSING!
and after searching evry inch of my bedroom... and sisters bedroom...
my mum reckons i accidently threw it out.
dang it.
now... i have to make an appointment and pay up like 350 cash for a new passport.
yes. life is dandy.

well, after almost 19 years... today... i had to be rescued by a life guard.
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now i have to fold a whole load of washing... and study.

it doesnt get better than this.

well, today i had bout... 5-6hrs of uni. my longest uni day this semester so far. fun fun fun. towards the end of the day... it jus got  bla. the bus driver was cranky ( cos the smartrider thing said out of service, so i like walked passed goin "out of service. woohoo." and the bus driver goes "its not out of service, its jus not in service yet. jus wait." like "uh!" its not my fault it didnt work) and my friend ended up waiting for a diff bus then me, my mp3 died on me and by the time i got home it was dark!

anyways, not the point. the point is that for the first time this semester,  i went into the library, which theyr totally like rebuilding and making it pretty and wat not, ( for some reason, evrytime im at some skool they dcide to change the place. in primary skool the decided to sell our big oval and build an extra building, in highskool they decided to take down and rebuild the buildings and now their doin it at uni too! i dunno why. mayb so it matches me. aha.) anyways, i went  to wher they had a bunch of computers and stuff and gues wat was at the end of the room. a vending maching. not jus any vending machine. a stationary vending machine! since when!!?? so weird. i love it. it sold calculators, pens, highlighters, batteries, and even  a packet of rubber bands! like wtf? anyways. i thought it was cool. they also have an energy drink vending machine at skool.  craziness. i think so anyways. bsides that, uni is pretty normal.  and the good news bout my units this semster is that my major assignments dont start til like  wk 7 or something so i get to chill for another month! woohoo. also, on the topic of  vending machines, at 5.25pm exactly, mess and i were getting grumpling stomachs and so  we went to buy some chocolate,  and my kitkat got stuck.  like it didnt move! all of  vanessas change down the drain. we were like no it didnt! *click, snap* so i banged it a few times and i got my choc. aha.

yea. dont have much to say besides that. oh, tv is getting disappointing too.  most of my shows have ended. but i cant wait for so u think u can dance. theyre up to 6 ppl in the US and we havent evn startd! shameful.

so. guess what. ive got my driving test tomorw at  the early time of 8.45am. isnt that dandy. i should actually b telling ppl that. u know. in case i fail. which i so hope i dont.  but will probably will do. but totally cant afford. see, the story goes like this, back in the day, when u failed it used to only be $26 or something you had to pay. now recently, like jus a few weeks ago, the bastards at the centre decided to make kids who fail pay up $72. yes ppl. $72. i dont have that much dough to be throwing around and giving to the asshole that failed me becos i forgot to signal or something. right?!!!! its absurd. i cant believe it. and thats excluding what i have to pay my driving instructor. so therefore ppl, i cannot fail. not jus becos of the shame and the endless jokes my family will poke at me but also cos its jus unaffordable. jus imagine, u fail...and then u gotta pay... and then ur family and friends make fun of u. wont that jus make ur day? ya. get my drift. im jus enraged. most of these ppl who wanna get their Ps are students. students wit no money!!! grrrr. im being so ripped off this week. oh wells. we'll see how i go. if i pass, i will be the most happiest woman alive. if not, dont talk to me. :)

in other news, i watched knocked up earlier today and it was pretty good. before the movie started i was wishing that ther would b some good eye candy... and then, my wish came true. james franco. like. need i say more. he shouldve had a bigger role. lol.

anyways. i think thats all for now...

*sigh* i have jus had a haircut. it has been the most expensive trip to the hairdressers that i have had. my pocket like totally hurts. like. pain.

so,  like we all know how much i needed a hair cut and i decided to go somewhere like different from the usual and i saw this sign up like for ages that had a cut and colour special. so like i got it right and then like when it was time to pay... it was over $100. like wtf right? that was double wat i expected. apperently they had to use heaps of dye in my hair and they blew dry it and bla bla bla. like its me. i dont evn show my hair out. like i have never spent so much money on hair. it wouldnt really matter if i was used to it or like if  they told me so i could prepare myself.  im like on a budget ppl. uni starts and i dont evn noe how much my books are. i evn got my sis to trim my hair on the weekend. thats how cheap i am atm. and u cant evn see the colour! and the blowdry was a 'rough' dry. who pays for a 'rough' dry?! anyways, its done now. wat to do? lets jus say il never do that again.

nex time... i may jus go to jess. lol.

in other news, my mama and my bro come back tonight. that should be fun. i get stuff and the household goes back to normal. :)

ppl. it is obvious that im far from being an adult. i totally would b if i could drive!

firstly, before anything else i would like to thank evry1 who has totally helpd me out for the past few days. this includes my mums best friends for sending over food and taking care of my sister while im out, my cousins friend ariana who helped take my guests to see some places, my dads random friend mr ali for taking my guests out, my sisters for being cooperative, tayyaba for helping me out and showing us how to get to curtin and... fern, for bringing her fone and putting up with me. :)

so, today i woke up at 6 and by 7.45am we left to get to curtin b4 8.30. the sky was still so dark dark blue. met up wit tayyaba at 7.30 at the train station cos she obviously goes to the same uni and therefore showed us how to get ther and wher the orientation was taking place. while we waited for my friend to finish her orientation i managed to take'm shopping and stuff. then my cousins friend msgd and said that she'll b coming to uni and that was like omg. perfect cos we were planning to go to salter point to see a house and like... i hardly know how to get to a suburb ive been to a billion times let alone to a suburb ive never ever been to, so like we waited for 1-2 hrs for her so she could take'm. i decided to meet'm in the city cos ther was no space in the car and i really didnt need to go anyway.

so, when tayyaba and i got to the bus stop, it was like raining man. ya. raining. its was so sunny in the morn. and then we realised we missed the bus by two mins. then wen we got to the train station we missed the bus by like 2 secs. yea. and it  was still raining. and then i spent time in the city by myself and bought.. stuff... which i really wasnt spose to buy cos i really didnt need it... i jus wanted it. it was cheap! and den... cos i was waiting and did not wanna go 'window' shopping in the rain i bought a mcflurry cos its yummy. anyways, i couldve stayed inside maccas but the place was dodgy and id look like a fool so i thought id walk wit my shopping bags and my icecream in the freezing cold... looking like a fool then outta nowhere, this crazy lady ran towards me and gave me a big hug. ya. it turned out to b fern. ahahaha. i swear its like god knows i need assistance cos later on, when my guests got to the city, my fone died! ya. like here i was in the cold wit my dead fone trying to find a way to find my missing guests which im kinda responsible for. not like their children, but you know. im like the 'guide'. anyways, fern and i swapped batteries and sims and all that for like 10minutes and it didnt work!!! eventually it did and we found'm. *sigh* im so tired now. by the time we got home the sky was dark dark blue. ridonkulous. that jus shows how dependent i am on my fone. im such a knob. imma  go and recharge it now b4 i forget.  also, if i dont pass my driving test nex month imma kick myself.

im still here ppl. and i havent blown up anything... yet. so yesterday i used the washing machine for the first time! and it worked. ahaha. its quite easy actually. the only bad bit is when u actually have to fold the clothes. but yea. im handling it. i swear guys by the end of the week, il b qualified to be a domestic engineer aka a housewife. yep. stuff uni. find me a man and im set.

anyways, so yesterday i went to the city and kings park and jus took my guests shopping and sightseeing. was so tired by the time i got home. so today i thought id jus take em to the closest shopping centre cos its easy to get to and i wouldnt have to travel far. then when we were like ther, one of my dads friend, who did not look at all familiar to me started talking to the guests and like offered us a ride. i was like ok. ahaha. but i sooo did not recognise him. he knew i was the daughter of my mama and papa but like i was 'huh?' anyways, he took us to hilarys. i havent been ther in a long time but yea. im like wow. thank god my parents know so many friendly ppl. ahahaha. random but it was good cos ther was no way  i was gonna bring'm all the way to hilarys. like bussing sucks yo.  i really really really hope i pass my driving test  next month. cos like if i eva eva have ppl to take out, it would be SO much easier. *sigh* so pray for me y'all.

in other news... SUPERNATURAL! omg.. . sammy cannot die. it doesnt make sense. like how? like why? how bout the crazy demon? like, no. jus no. like i was thinkin like if the show was to end it would may finish off with sammy dying or somethin but like in a more heroic/ memorable way. like at the end of the show. like last season ever! not jus some crazy dude stabbing him in the back. like. wat? no. i refuse to believe it. i refuse.

anyways.. tomorw im off to curtin EARLY IN THE MORN to take ppls to orientation. like me? orientation. i dont evn go to my own orientation. thank god for friends. so i managed to get a friend to help me out and guide me to the uni. y do all unis gotta b so far? like geez.

ummm. ya. thats it for now.

so. in a few minutes... or in an hour or so, i will have guests... who i ave to host... without my rents.. will be arriving and later on tonight i will be all by my lonesome self with them.  nice right. here i am thinking that il b free to do wateva and take my time cleaning and getting up late and jus bum out 24/7, i cant. i have to not only  try to use the washing machine and make sure my sis gets to skool on time and make sure the house is clean and the dorrs are locked. now i MUST do it PROPERLY cos i must please and take care of strangers too! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!! thank the lord we have such great family friends who r gonna help me out.. like take them out for me to avoid any awkward convo for me. at least sometimes. crap. their here.  *sniff* some one help me! and we thought ther were gonna be 4 chicks. turns out its 3 chicks and a guy. *sigh* man. if i could drive it wouldnt be as horrible. cos thers no way imma gonna make hem catch a bus wit me evryday to go sightseeing and whatnot. and u peeps. wheneva u free pls come over and help a brother out. yes? cool. im not ready to b a full grown adult yet damn it.

in other news... DEAN GEYER. need i say more. ahahaha. went  to see him and sooo did not plan to line up for bout an hour or two to get autographs...but i did! ahahaha. my sisters friends bought her an album and so i got up close and a foto! hehehehe. isn that jus rad. anyways. ahem.

i better go out and greet and b polite and make friends or else it might be weird for the nex week. wish me luck and hope that i dont blow up the kitchen or something.

yes. finally, after weeks of stressing... and mayb studying, its finally all over. im not sure that im actually relieved, but im glad its over. no more studying, staying up late, waking up hell early and all that crap. first exam wasnt too bad. i managed to finish all my essays on time but i am kinda worried whoevers marking it wont b able to read it. aha. oops. then, a week later, yes, a whole week  of worrying, i had my second exam. it was all multiple choice but seriously. what r the chance of me getting 70 outta 140 correct? i honestly dont know. and we were spose to start the exam and 9.30am but instead we started at 10.15ish. how ridic right? like a whole 45mins of sittin there in silence waiting for the stupid ppl to get more exam papers cos apparently ther werent enough. i had to wake up at 6 with my illness and drag my ass to get ther on time and then they make us wait. not to mention we all then had to take ourselves back home again and starit away study for an exam we had the nex morning. nice right? i almost passed out wen i got home.

anyways, so my last exam yesterday was on stats. and i didnt finish. aha. and i got my answers wrong. aha. i kinda knew i did. wen ur graph and results and figures jus dont look like they match, something is wrong. yea i spent foreva trying to figure out why is was wrong. in the end i gave up cos i was running outt time. hopefully il b able to squeeze marks outta my working out. so, yea. and it was also vanessa b'day so us and a few girls decided to celebrate and had lunch and ice cream. itwas good. especially when you havent been able to for the past few weeks. and then, we decided to look around  the shopping centre right, and we walked into one and the security things beeped. aha. ibut we didnt know who it was cos no one was walking out. then we walked out of the shopped and it was vanessa!!! ahahaha. it happened again in sportsgirl and the lady had to check her bag. funny shizz man.  but she did have ALOT of things in her bag.

now i dunno wat to do. like thers nothing to do. nothing. which is good i gues. i thought of cleaning my room. but  i really cant be bothered. too tired. mayb il beg the 'rents to take me late night shopping later. mayb. im too weak. i jus wanna sleep. mayb i will.

i hate uni.
no. i HATE uni.
evn though i dont plan on goin for the rest of the week.
i stil hate it.
to be more specific. i hate my abnormal psyc unit.
if this is not over soon, il be the one with the f'n disorder.
i have to write a critical essay and so yesterday i wrote half of it up without thinking about wat a critical essay really is. then i found out. now i am doomed.
so now half my essay is not very argumentitive while the other half might.
when im finishd wit this piece of shit, il have to come up with a question that'll fit the crap i got.
WHY couldnt they jus tell us to make up a question and make sure we have an argument???????
stupid.
im so angry and so stressed and so cold right now.
i feel sick.
not sick like im having a cold. sick like the 'omg i really hope i pass the unit' kinda sick.
i dont think i can remember the last time i felt like this.
if she failed me once. its possible she'll do it again.
in highschool, a fail didnt bother me.
i uni. it can make u cry.
*sigh*
k. now i gotta try to finish it.
lets jus hope i pass.

why are people so stupid? like seriously, some ppl are either inconsiderate or jus plain stupid. (ooo... michael weatherly is on tv! i love him! oh look. its avril now)anyway, not the point. although i am a little more calm now. anyway, i hate it when i wake up in the morning to kids (and mum) screaming and wat not and have ppl grooming themsleves in my room and wat not. its like ummm, hello, someone sleeping here. idiots. then they leave the house and not close any of the doors! leaving me eat my breakfast shivering. *sigh*

and then, i had a driving lesson at 8.30am and i could find my purse. my instructor came by and i was searching my whole room and i couldnt find it. i stil dunno wher it is. i must find it. i swear, if one of my sibs hid it for 'fun', they will regret it. oh, and on top of that i got told my reversing in the drive way was terrible. aha. yea.

now i gotta go and do some maths. maths. yes. my favourite subject. and i lost my worksheet with the variance formula so now i gotta find it in my text book which i havent opened all semester.

its not gonna b a great week man.

butbutbut, lost and the amazing race is on tonight! and jericho is coming back!!! yay.

wtf. i jus got an email that said something like i need to enrol for my second semester units but the thing is i enrolled for it at the beginning of the year. man im confused. uni sucks. it hurts my head.

anyways, cos i am bored and wanna kill time b4 big brother sucks i thought id post something. (and bcause it took me like 2hrs to fgiure out how to get my sexy moodtheme goin and i need to use it jus cos its so damn sexy)

i actually dont have anything interesting to say. but i did meet dani today and we went to maccas. and ahahaha. wanna hear something funny. we went to the toilet and on the way out vanessa turned left and walked in the male toilets! ahahahaha. funny shizz man. dani and i jus stood ther til she realised. i honestly thought she knew what she was doin. hehehehe.

also... no. nothing. oh, i gots a lab report AND an essay due in 2weeks which i havent started... or evn looked at or researchd for. and some people actually have. im pretty sure i noe ppl who are almost finishd. pfft. whatevs. il get it done. i will. promise :D i dunno if itll b any good but il get it done. also, if i somehow fail a unit or two pls dont laugh at me.

my bro got a tv. hmph.

whatelse. oh, exam timetables r out and my first one starts on the 5th of june and the last is on the 13th. woohoo. and they are all morning exams... but omg. the stats is 3hrs long!!! i dunno if i can handle that y'all. but after that... we can have pancakes!!! yay for pancakes.

ummmm...
yes. that would be me.
after weeks of looking in different stores a billion times, we finally bought one. yippee.

yea. we got a phillips lcd. not even a plasma. an lcd y'all. we were torn btwn a sony and the phillips. i would have everything sony if i could but the thing was the sony was the only one left which meant we'd have an ex display. that would not b too bad but my sis and mum werent too keen on having something that has been on display for 4 months. and yea. but were are happy. and now i get to watch my shows a bit more peacefully. could u imagine when all the shows come bak on and its like sunday nite and dad wants to watch sbs while mum wants to watch loser and i wanna watch betty? wat a mess that would be.

in other good news my sis bought me a pair of keds. its very rare that my sis would go and buy me something. that makes me happy too.

now i am gonna see how to fix the tv so i can watch lost...and the amazing race! omg. the amazing ace is back on and its all stars!!! woohoo.

omg. i am so cranky this morning. ive got so so so much anger and frustration its not funny. rite now i am functioning on 5 hrs of sleep. i DONT function on 5hrs of sleep. i function on 8 or 9.i dunno HOW IM GONNA GET 2 ASSIGNMNETS DONE IN LESS THAN 24HRS. someone help me. honestly. i stayed up til almost 3am trying to do my stats, and i stil havent finishd. that jus shows how determined i was to get it done. but i failed. i dont stay up til 3 doing assignments! like wtf. so now i am angry and pissed. i gues it is my fault for leaving it last minute but i gues thats wat happens wen u have 3 shitty assignments due in the same week.

GOD. im so annoyed. i swear, if anyone decides to piss me off today, theyre goin DOWN. this morn my mums fren calld... at like 8.30am. not only that. she then talked to me as if i was a lil kid. then i went to go out half asleep in the cold to hang out the washing cos i was told to.i couldve jus ignored my mum cos i was in bed but no. im weak and so i do things like that. but i refuse to vacum. my sis said that b4 she left the house and then laughed. seriously, gimme a house, show me how to work an f'n washing machine and throw in a husband and a couple of kids and im set being a housewife.

excuse me now while i cry.

omg. i dont know what im doin.
Why do some people develop intensive/ compulsive substance using patterns, whereas for others, drugs use remains a controlled activity?
ummm. sure. i could answer that using like four sentences... not four PAGES! honestly, i cant write a 2000word essay. i hate finding references. i mean finding them is one thing, but then readin them and tryin to figure out wtf they mean is another story. i hate when they use a billion other refs and stuff after evry second sentence. does that mean the article i found is stil a primary source or is it a secondary? does it matter?

my god. and this is only one outta the 3 thats due this week. i cant think. my eyes hurt. mayb tomorw i mite feel like i need to throw up. and i think this essay is also worth like 20-25%. SHIT.

well, firstly... uni suks! kinda. it totally does. i hate the fact that i gotta travel bout an hour to get ther. hate the fact that i gotta do a billion readings. hate the fact that ther are a billion assignments worth a billion percent and i hate the fact that they expect us to spend 10hrs on each unit a week studying! omg. that is totally ridic. dont ya think? *sigh* anyways...

ooo, today, the crazy weather was insane. ther was lightning rite...and full on rain and then all of the sudden during my tute the fire alarm went off! so we all had to evacuate and stood under the shelter and yea. then the floor was like flooded wit water and the ceiling was dripping wit water. it was crazy. i jus wanna noe why the fire alarm went off anyways. if it was just a practise drill...that was the worst possible time to do it. like, jeez man.

in other news... vanessa drove today! yay. and yea. we got to uni and went to garden city in our break and then bak to uni for a boring lecture and then...we kinda got confused on the way home...but in the end we made it. like seriously. evry road ends up near my place anyway. thanks bro.

also, the oc is like totally dunzo! can u believe it. *sigh* its so sad. im glad they ended it wit a happy ending but its jus sad that its like done. like foreva. u noe?

wat else is ther to rant about? oh. some ppl have issues. im not feeling angry or emo atm but its tru. some ppl need to jus chillax u noe. i think evry1 needs to chillax sometimes... including my sis whos got a math test tomorw and wants me to tutor her. lol. me? tutor? funny.

but yea. thers not much else to say. if im feeling more emo il post a bitchy entry to entertain ya'll aight.

ok. peace out y'all.

so. i am now officially a second year student. god i cant wait til the yr is finishd. dont u? lol. but seriously, i woke up feeling crap. but uni has that effect on me sometimes. anyways, so, one of my units has an exam worth 50%. dont u think thats jus too much? and its on stats and experiment design and all that. ppl. i was lucky to have passed discrete!!! *sigh* anyways. hopefully it'll b a good year.

enjoy the rest of ur week UWAers. u'll b bak soon enough.

peace out.

so. we went for pool today. the awesome foursome + one decided to go for a lil outing and play some pot black. so wen i left the house, i felt that something was wrong. i didnt noe wat it was at the time of course. i thought bout this and cheked my bag and chekd the time and evrything. it was all good rite. but some thing stil didnt feel rite. then i thought it was cos i had no bilng on. but na man. something felt wrong but i ignored it. then, wen i finall got to my 'destination'... i realised...it was the wrong place. aha. what a knob rite? ish ish ish on me. how embarrassing. i should really read intructions nex time. then vanessa calld her mum to pick me up and send me (which of course i did not ask for) now her mum noes im a knob too. but seriously. i dont think thats a big surprise for anyone though.

anywho, i finally got ther and we (by that i mean the cool ppl [vanessa and chloe and i]) one bout 3 games and the other 2 won four... only cos we let them. then we played pinball, car racing and fuse ball (is that how u spell it? anyways. who cares. i won against fern.) ya. den we walked and went to the park and took some sexilicious pics while some men were soccer training. aha. good times i tel ya. (omg. i cant find the wire that connects my camera to the pc. aaaaaaaahhhh! i will have to find it.)

also tomorw, i think im gonna buy a laptop/notebook. how exciting. i think. i have no idea when it comes to electronics. anyone have any tips on what to look for in a laptop??? help a brudda out ya.

hey. they changed the layout of this update journal page. interesting.